When did I grow up?!?! And can it STOP???? *sigh*
And that's definitely a LOADED sigh. I thought that once the wedding was over and things returned to 'normal', everything would calm down and be okay .... boy was I WRONG!!! I'm more overwhelmed now than I ever have been before! My to-do list shows that well:
Figure out what documents I need to change my name on
Change my name on those documents
Finish writing thank you notes
Write a 5 page paper for my internship
Meeting with my internship supervisor and school supervisor
Work on spreadsheet
Figure out Christmas gifts
Figure out Christmas plans - THAT'S A HEADACHE ALL IN ITSELF
Find a job
Find an apartment to live in next year
Take Ace to the vet
BREATHE
Not sure if I can handle that last one. I'm soooooo stressed out and super worried about everything. Like I said, can I just STOP growing up?! Ugh. I just don't know anymore ... I just want to curl up in a ball and do absolutely nothing for a few days. It seems like all I do is cry anymore. I just want things to normalize and to just CALM DOWN. I think I'll be happy again once I find a job with my degree and we have an apartment that we can afford to live in. THEN I'll be able to breathe. Hopefully. Idk. Maybe I just needed to vent. Or cry!
